I'm really feeling bleak. I've posted here several times, and while I was comforted by everyone's posts and tried to tell myself not to worry, once April 1 comes it will be exactly 4 months. There is still swelling, probably minor residual swelling, right? Anyway, I think I already had quite a bit of fat on my face. Before, the swelling also went down slowly, so I posted here, and I was extremely stressed because there was no effect. But at 4 months, it seems like the major swelling is all gone now, and even to me the front looks like minor swelling. The problem is that the fat that was on my cheeks has covered my jaw. Since I keep saying to the hospital that there is no effect, they say let's wait until 6 months, and if there is still no effect by then, they will use a laser or something on the fat on my face, anyway remove it. Then if I was on the fleshier side, shouldn't they have removed it before doing the surgery? Wouldn't the effect have been better too? I'm really annoyed. I wasn't even that square-jawed to begin with, and my cheekbones weren't severe either, but I trusted that hospital and spent a lot of money on surgery, couldn't even work, then started working from this month, so now I don't even have time to go to the hospital. Even if I go, it's obvious they'll say to wait until it reaches 6 months, so I don't even want to call.. Even now, friends ask why my face has gained so much fat, and a friend who knows I had surgery says my face is going to look like a double chin. Every time I look in the mirror I get so stressed I feel like dying. At one or two months I thought it must be swelling, but at 4 months, isn't the answer already there? Even if I wait 2 more months, minor swelling might go down, but even to me, what is covering my jaw looks like fat.. What should I do, everyone.. I'm really depressed ㅜ.ㅜ Should I try going to another hospital? If I go to another hospital, what help would that be?
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