Please help. (Please reply..) Photo

I had my nose raised about 4-5 mm 5 days ago with silicone + cartilage. At first I liked it.. But I was so curious in the middle that on day 2 I took off the cast on the outside and it was lower than I thought. Because of the cast, my nose looked higher.. I tend not to have much of a nasal bridge between my eyes, and the nasal ala area was more or less average.. When I slightly took off the cast, the area between my eyes was pretty okay, but the side line of the nasal bridge was straight On day 5, after removing the cast and everything and taking off all the tape.. My face looks like a man's I also have severe bruising.. I barely had any swelling, but after taking off the cast, my nose was really swollen.. Like a nose disaster.. like a fist nose, only my nose shows on my face My face also looks very different Is it awkward because I didn't have a nasal bridge and now I have one, or is it because my nose is still swollen.. I put on a little eye makeup. The swelling in my nose will go down, right..? When everyone here looks at it, my nose won't stay like that forever, right Really so sad Sorry it's not a direct shot from a digital camera, but please look at this for now The first photo is before my nose surgery.. The second is when I had the cast on, and the third was taken today.. If the swelling doesn't go down and I have to live with my face like that forever, I'm even thinking about taking the silicone out again