Even a scaredy-cat like me did it. Eyes and nose!

I had eye and nose surgery at 2 p.m. on the 16th. For my eyes, I had buried-suture double eyelid surgery and epicanthoplasty. For my nose, I had Gore-Sili inserted in the nasal bridge, the nasal tip brought together, and surgery to narrow my spread nasal bridge. That is what I had done~ I am extremely fearful, and I had never had anesthesia or surgery even once in my life, so I was incredibly nervous. I started feeling nervous about 3 days before surgery, but when the actual surgery day came, I felt numb. But then what happened! After finishing the consultation and lying on the operating table, tears kept coming nonstop. I wanted to run out saying, "I can't do this," but I held it in. After I heard, "The anesthetic injection is going in~" I do not remember anything. Those planning surgery must be worrying a lot, right? Which clinic will do well? What if it hurts? Even if it is sedation anesthesia, what if I wake up in the middle? I think you must have a lot of worries. I also went around to more than 10 clinics and had in-person consultations before deciding^^ What I want to say here is! The thing I feared most was whether surgery would hurt because I am so scared. I can endure the pain after waking from anesthesia after surgery, but I was most afraid that while lying on the operating table during surgery, my anesthesia would wear off and I would feel the surgery being done to me, or that I would see the surgical scene with my own eyes, or that it would hurt. In short, what scared me most was whether it would hurt during the surgery itself. Is it only me? I think many people have the same worries as I did. Everyone who is considering surgery! Stay strong! I did it too. When I go to amusement parks, I can only ride the merry-go-round, and I am the kind of person who watched the horror movie "Phone" with my boyfriend at the theater, watched 5 minutes, and ran out lol Even a scared person like me did it. Sedation anesthesia is really trustworthy. You go out like snap~ to the other world, and when the surgery is all over, you wake up! Of course, there are people for whom anesthesia does not work well, and there are people who say they woke up in the middle, but those are extremely rare cases. Most people can have surgery pain-free while in a sedated state! Ah, this got long~~ I have almost no pain after surgery, and aside from breathing through my mouth right now, there is nothing hugely uncomfortable~ It is just painful that I am rubbing my sleepy eyes and forcing myself to sit in front of the computer because I am afraid I will become a monster if I lie down to sleepㅠㅠ Oh, right!! I am going to have the gauze removed today. Does it hurt a lot when they remove this inside the nose? Right now, since I cannot breathe, I feel like going right away and having it removed, but I heard removing it is no joke~~ And I had an open rhinoplasty, so where exactly do they remove the stitches? The middle here between the two nostrils.. Do they only remove stitches here? Do they also remove them inside the nose? Do they remove them around the nostril wings too? Please let me know. And does it hurt when removing epicanthoplasty stitches?? Everyone said it hurt.......... Does it hurt that much? About how long does it take to remove nose and eye stitches? Please make sure to answerㅠㅠ