Since it was my second surgery, I wasn't that nervous, but recovery really is so hard.. It helped and gave me strength that my boyfriend stayed by my side, but I went into surgery around 12, and I woke up from anesthesia at 6. They told me not to eat or drink anything until I was fully awake.. and I couldn't sleep either. Until 10:30, for four and a half hours, my throat was so dry I felt like I could die, but I couldn't even drink water. My head was dizzy and I was sleepy, but I couldn't sleep.. I really just endured those four and a half hours staring at the wall. They turned on the TV for me, but I was so dizzy I couldn't possibly watch it.. Still, I steeled myself and just sat there blankly for four and a half hours. Alone...ㅠㅠ... I wondered why I had this surgery again, and I regretted it so much.. It was so hard to breathe because of the blood drain.. This time I had my jaw shaved again, into a full V-line, shaving both the side jaw and front chin. I'm worried whether I'll really be satisfied ㅠㅠ Originally, I was supposed to have chin fat done together too, but they said if both are done together, the swelling would be no joke, so they said they'll do it after 3 months... Thinking about being wrapped in bandages again then.. ugh.......... Right now my head feels so heavy.. even eating porridge is hard.. My lips are swollen so much.. It's difficult.. Around February to March, my boyfriend said he'll help with the cost, so I'm also going to get breast surgery.. Aah... things keep getting harder..ㅠㅠ I'll upload progress photos soon. I'm taking lots of photos now^^ I'll take off the bandage on Friday and remove the tape on Monday..
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