I just got back from nose surgery.

I got back after having nose surgery at 10 a.m. I had wanted nose surgery so much for a long time, so I wasn't that nervous. Other people also said sedation anesthesia wasn't scary and didn't hurt, so I wasn't that nervous about the surgery. And before surgery, I was signing the surgical consent form, and the nurse started talking about anesthesia.. so I asked, "This is sedation anesthesia, right?" and she said sedation anesthesia is for 5-10 minutes, and then they do local anesthesia. She said the local anesthetic injections hurt a lot, so they briefly use sedation anesthesia when administering the anesthetic. ㅡㅡ So apparently you can be aware of everything while the surgery is going on. ㅡㅡ Anyway, I lay down on the operating table. When they gave me sedation anesthesia, the doctor told me to count down from 50, and I think I counted to 20. Other people said they fell asleep right away.. ㅡㅡ Then I fell into some strange fourth-dimensional world, and when I became conscious, the doctor was stirring around inside my nose putting and scraping things inside my nose; anyway, it was scary. At first I breathed through my nose, but later it became hard to breathe through my nose, so when I said it was hard to breathe through my nose, they told me to breathe through my mouth. Even swallowing saliva was so hard, and during the surgery I really thought, why did I get nose surgery, am I going to die like this.. Anyway, it was really painful. Scary too.. After the surgery ended, I went to the recovery room and looked at my nose. I asked for a semi-upturned, gently curved nose, but the shape looks like a straight nose. Also, my nose is a bit small and I don't have much flesh. Other people say their nose looks blunt at first, but my nasal tip is pointy.. Once the swelling goes down, it will get even pointier, right.. For now, I don't really like my nose as seen between the tapes. I guess I'll know once I take the tape off.. After coming home, I drank pumpkin juice and ate, but my mouth wouldn't open well, so I just mixed soup into rice and ate it. It's the first day, so there isn't much swelling yet, but by tomorrow it will probably be no joke.. Right now my nosebleed is coming out like crazy. With a runny nose on top of it.. The tip of my nose feels tingly like when you have a cold. It really makes me think celebrities are amazing. My eyesight is bad, so I can't wear glasses and I'm wearing contacts, but right now my eyeballs feel like they're going to fall out. But once the swelling goes down, does the nasal tip get even pointier?? It's already pointy now..