5. Jaw + anterior chin implant, day 11..

I wrote a post at dawn and woke up on day 10, and I was surprised.. Human healing power is something.. The bruising was already disappearing, and only slight bruise marks (curry-colored) remained on my neck and right jaw before fading.. That day too, it didn’t feel like my own jaw, and my jaw kept feeling numb and tingling.. I also couldn’t chew well with my lower teeth when eating.. I ate everything starting from day 5.. because I hated porridge so much.. Except for hard foods, I ate anything I could chew.. Even if I had to swallow it, I hated porridge.. You recover faster if you eat well.. On day 10, I went on a blind date and just smiled awkwardly because I was afraid my boyfriend, who had seen my newly made face 4 times, would notice.. Since I have an anterior chin implant in, my chin looks so strange.. I don’t even have a protruding chin, so why does it look that way? On top of that, I had dimple surgery a week before facial surgery, and they said the swelling after surgery would be so severe that the dimples would disappear, so I was happy (they placed the dimple in the wrong position, and dimples that appeared even when I wasn’t smiling were so hard.. because I had to keep smiling), but maybe because there wasn’t swelling, they seemed even clearer..ㅠㅡㅠ.. Yesterday I also met my boyfriend, and because he’s oblivious, he looked at my long straight hair and said, “Other people’s hair is usually around shoulder length, but isn’t yours too long?” At that, the tears I’d been holding back came out.. I only wanted to go home, I hated that guy who dumped me, and while meeting this person and crying, I felt so sorry for myself, having to smile because of the dimples that were still fine even after facial surgery.. Day 11.. It doesn’t hurt.. Just now I ate rice with bulgogi.. I’m wearing a compression band, drank three pumpkin juices in a row, and am posting this.. Today I’m going to dermatology to remove moles and get rid of scars.. I want to be born again.. When I think of the person who dumped me.. that person who is probably laughing with another woman, I can only think that I can’t live like this.. Money.. I can save it again.. But I’m someone timid and hesitant.. If not this time, I probably couldn’t have done these major procedures.. Around this time next year, I want to be smiling.. They say if you become truly pretty and happy, you won’t think of that person at all.. that that is revenge.. I really hope it turns out that way.. The bruise that was at least on the left side is disappearing.. There’s no bruising elsewhere, and the swelling is still there. What’s amazing is that the pain decreases day by day. I just need the swelling to go down; from the side I look like a frog, but from the front it’s not very noticeable.. Those considering surgery, please read this.. You won’t die.... Those sending messages... Don’t just ask; go to the hospital yourself and think about it 100 more times.. There really is a clinic your heart is drawn to.. You’ll know if you go..^^*