I’m really... scared.. Please help.. It’s so hard

First of all, I’m sorry.. Please spare just 1 minute.. Nose: First surgery 2 years ago, 3 surgeries including revisions.. (I don’t like the shape, but I had given up and was living with it, but the nasal bridge keeps bending to the left... and ear cartilage is protruding at the nasal tip, so I need revision surgery) Eyes: Surgery about 8 years ago... My eyelids are drooping and I have a bit of ptosis, so I look sleepy.. Eye/nose surgery, especially.. for the nose surgery, aside from cosmetic reasons, I have to do it because the cartilage is visible.. so I decided to do it.. My condition is... when you look at my face, it’s not that other parts are pretty and one specific area is clearly flawed... You know, it’s a face that needs a little work overall? Not the type where doing one area gives a huge transformation.. This time I’m planning to do it at a hospital introduced by an older acquaintance.. And.. Zygoma reduction + forehead (fat) + nose revision surgery + eye revision surgery + short chin correction (silicone) + paranasal augmentation (silicone or Gore-Tex or fat) Roughly how much would the cost be?? Could I die while getting all these surgeries?? I’m scared... Actually, wanting to become prettier is every woman’s heart, so I can’t help it... I’m really going crazy They recommended zygoma reduction + short chin correction (silicone) + forehead (fat) + nose + eyes + paranasal augmentation... Even if I can’t do everything, I do want to do my cheekbones, which have been broad since I was young... My face is somewhat long, and my cheekbones are broad.. What if I do it and my face looks longer... What if correcting my short chin makes it look even longer.... I’m so worried.. I’d like to ask for advice... This is really serious