I had nose surgery on Friday But,, everyone please cheer me on

I had nose surgery in Apgujeong on Friday At first I was so nervous that I kept shaking, but when they really did sedation anesthesia, I could not fall asleep, yet I totally understood what people mean when they say it feels like riding a roller coaster ~ When I woke up, it seemed like they had harvested ear cartilage, and I kept scratching it I think they did the ear first and then the nose, and my nose felt really heavy and tight It did not hurt I was very worried because I have a short and low nose I kept emphasizing that I wanted a beoseon-style nose, but the doctor said that if I did a beoseon-style nose, it could become an upturned nose, and said he would try as much as possible ㅡㅡ After the surgery ended like that, neither the nurse ladies nor the doctor said anything like it went well at all ㅡㅡㅜㅜ It is day 3 now, and my eyes and everything are extremely swollen I am not lying, I look exactly like that alien in District 9,, I am going crazy ㅡ And I do not have a hump, but during the surgery they did not shave it down, they kind of scraped it ㅡ Why did they do that??? Can I really become pretty? Even before surgery, my face was definitely not uglyㅜㅡ Everyone, please give me courage ㅡㅡ I am so scared,,,,,,,, I have to go for disinfection again tomorrow ㅡ My nose still feels tight And not in the nostril, but on the nasal dorsum, they said they tied cartilage, so there is one stitch there ㅡㅡ,,, I am worried ㅡㅡㅡㅡ,,,,,, I kept emphasizing that I really hate a high glabella,,,,, I kept asking them that I do not want to raise the glabella,, I am so anxious and only tears are coming out right now I want to become human quickly ㅡ Every time I look in the mirror now, I think I must have been crazy,, I am living in regret and tears,,,,,