Seriously -_-

When will I finally think, Ah, now I can live a little? ㅠ-ㅠ I had surgery at ㅈㅇㅇㄱ in Apgujeong on the 26th, and today is day 2. Honestly, I feel like I am going crazy.. I read so many reviews before going that I could practically memorize them, and of course I knew it would be hard until day 3, but I did not know it would be this bad.. There really is no pain, though- Except for very slight throbbing on the first day.. And when they removed the blood drainage tube, it was truly the worst -_- I almost fought with the nurse lol But just because there is no pain absolutely does not mean it is comfortable! I think this is something everyone planning surgery really needs to keep in mind. My lips are so swollen, I cannot control the drooling, and because of allergies, my runny nose is going crazy too, so breathing is so hard.. When I woke up from anesthesia, I had to wait until my gastrointestinal function returned, so I could not drink water for about 6 hours.. That was really hard too- I had already fasted before surgery ㅠ I was so thirsty.. And maybe because of the endotracheal intubation during general anesthesia, my throat is very swollen.. It hurts even when swallowing water ㅠ Since I cannot move however I want when sleeping, my lower back hurts too ㅠ_ㅠ If you say these are nothing, they may be just minor discomforts.. but if you take it lightly, I think you will have a really hard time- Anyway.. How long is this going to stay like this? Does swelling really start going down from day 4? I am going in for a day-3 follow-up, and they will remove the bandage then, right? ㅠ-ㅠ The bandage is the same, but I keep swelling, so it feels like my neck is being choked -_-; And do you count the day of surgery as day 1, or the next day as day 1? I came here and complained about everything I could complain about.. haha