I got my nose done.

I had it done on March 6. The surgery. But... I've decided to have revision surgery. In photos, my nose doesn't look that high. But when you see it in person, the nasal tip and the area between my eyebrows are too high, so when I take photos I look like a Japanese macaque. When I walk around Myeongdong, people think I'm Japanese and start speaking Japanese to me. They say I look mixed-race. I had 3 mm silicone put in, but if I do it again this time, I think I'll make it 1 mm and ask them not to put it between my eyebrows. Even though my forehead is a bit protruding, the area between my eyebrows should be slightly recessed, but it's a bit flat. They said they'll do the revision by a closed approach after just 1 month.. I'm worried. What kind of nose would suit my face.... At the clinic, on the day my stitches were removed, I said I hated that my nose was too high, and the doctor immediately said he'd operate again, without saying at all to wait because the swelling would go down.. I'm really the type who hardly swells at all, no matter how much I eat at night... so I think almost all the swelling is gone now.. The clinic also said a lot of my swelling has gone down.. Anyway... what should I do???? Maybe because I took the photos badly, it doesn't look that high in them. Before, people even thought I was a high school student.. Now because of my nose, people say I look 25, so I cut my hair too. Into a bob.... I'm really, really upset.. My nose is now a semi-ski-slope nose; would a straight nose have been better instead?? I really shouldn't have gotten my nose done. The photo with long hair is 5 days after surgery. The bob haircut photo was probably around day 29.. Really.... Since both my haircut and my nose were ruined, I really wanted to die. Now I feel like I've really resigned myself to it... So I'm so, so sad.