I’m living like a shut-in after removal, But now I think I’m slowly even distorting what I originally looked like by myself. Close people who saw my face said, “You originally looked like this too,” but inside I thought, “Wasn’t I at least prettier than this?” And after seeing the pre-surgery photos I got from the hospital,, I think, “It’s not that different,,,,ㅡㅡ” but still, the tiny difference in flesh that other people don’t notice,,ㅡㅡ The flesh that used to cover the nostril has lifted and stuck slightly upward, so the nostril shows very slightly more, something like that,,, If this could come down even a little as the hardened scar tissue softens,,,ㅠㅜ If it still doesn’t work after a few months, I’m thinking of trying filler once,, I can never do surgery again even if I died and came back,,,ㅠ To lower this slightly, ear cartilage, septal cartilage, another consultation and surgery, sigh,,,, and on top of that, I don’t think I can throw my body into another unguaranteed result again,,, I really don’t know with what nerve I did it without looking into it properly,,, Because of that tiny bit, manipulating cartilage again and being uncomfortable and anxious for life,,,ㅡㅡ Instead, I’m open to fillerㅋㅋ Even if it’s not permanent, I thought it wouldn’t be bad to do just a little and live with the satisfaction only I know, of course definitely Restylane,, the safest,, permanent or whatever, safety is absolutely the most important,,, Those who have read my posts may know, I’m severely depressed because of the nostril suturing issue, but after looking into it, they say re-suturing only that area is possible,, theoretically, but they said they have to see the condition to know,,, Ah, please let it be in a condition where it’s possible,,ㅠㅜ Now I just have to wait for the scar tissue to settle,, If it thins even a little, I think it will become similar,,,ㅠㅜ I’m really getting exhausted from waiting,,,ㅡㅡ -------------------------------------------------- Ah!!!!!!!!!!! Has anyone had scar tissue form a lot on only one side,,,, Overall, my right side is weird,, After forehead fat grafting, only the right side of my scalp has dulled sensation,, I had ear cartilage removed from the right side, and that area also has no sensation,, The nasal scar tissue is also plump only on the right side,,, The right side of my nose also feels numb,,,, If the scar tissue on only the right side doesn’t go away and it becomes uneven,,,, I’ll have to get an injection,,,, carefully,,, --------------------------------------> Please comment,,, Anyway,, my symptoms are really all over the place,,, I do design work from home when work comes in, so I’m a complete shut-in,, Work came in and I’m working, but all day long I work and go in and out of this community,, the house is a complete mess,,,, why is the weather so nice too,,,,,,,,,, The clothes I happily shopped for to wear after the surgery went well and I became prettier are just lying around,,,, Should I wear them next year,,,, Aaagh,,,,,
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