I think I’ll need revision surgery.. It’s been over a year ;

The top photo is before, and the photos below are from almost 1 year and 1 month later.. The lower ones are without makeup, so that may also make it look darker. Anyway, even though it was a suture method, why is the line so dark like that? And when I close my eyes, it looks even more like the number 3 than that. There’s no scar mark.. If I pull the eyelid up a bit, there’s no mark.. Hooah; The epicanthoplasty is also very uneven, right? This place did it in a bit of a unique way, so there’s no scar at all, but it became uneven. But I think the side where the epicanthoplasty was done less looks much better. One side was done too much, so it looks harsh and makes me look older.. And I realized yesterday that when I smile, my eyes originally used to become crescent-shaped. But like in the photo below, they’ve completely turned into nine-tailed fox eyes -_-;; This kind of case is also absurd;; I was so busy preparing for employment that I ignored it and just lived with it. And now that I’ve gotten a job, I probably won’t even have time for surgery, but I’m starting to think I shouldn’t just leave it like this. Because my double eyelids look obvious, I wear heavy makeup.. maybe because the surgery looks obvious and because of the makeup.. People say I look older. I look harsh. I used to hear that my eyes were pretty.. (I had surgery because the crease kept coming undone too easily) My friends say my previous eyes were better, but that it’s not that weird, and they’re trying to stop me, asking what if it gets ruined again.. Is revision surgery that difficult? Even if I give up on fixing the uneven epicanthoplasty, I can’t understand why the suture-method line is so dark like that and why there’s a sausage-like swelling. I’m still scared, so I haven’t even been able to go to another clinic for a consultation.. When I went to the clinic where I had surgery before, they told me to wait longer.. They blamed it on my skin type. From the beginning, when the consultant lied using another photo from this community and said it was done at their clinic.. I should have just turned around and left. They apologized and made excuses.. and because of all that.. I trusted the doctor too, so I had the surgery What should I do