Buried suture double eyelid + epicanthoplasty

I’m sitting in the waiting room right now with anesthetic cream on I’m shaking so much After surgery I’ll post a review and photos~ After agonizing over clinics for years, I finally chose one, and now I’m trembling Review starts here---------------------- I had made a reservation at this clinic during the summer of my senior year of high school, but on the day of surgery I fought with my mom and canceled it..... I had surgery at 5 earlier~~ I’m the type to make a huge fuss I’m especially bad among people who are scared I even cried while getting Botox I still had to get it, though These days they all do sedation anesthesia, so I wasn’t worried.... But the clinic where I wanted to have surgery absolutely, absolutely, never allows sedation anesthesia I’m 22.. I’d been using this community since high school... After thinking it over for years, I ended up doing it at the clinic I first chose. First, the clinic atmosphere is really good... I had consultations at only this clinic 3 times, and my friend had eye surgery here and it turned out amazing..... (an ex-boyfriend... who was an aspiring celebrity..) Since I saw my friend in person right next to me, of course it had to be this clinic for me too... The consultant recognized my face, so she treated me so warmly, and the nurses were also very kind. After applying anesthetic cream, I went to the room labeled VIP waiting room, chatted with the boyfriend who came with me, wrote one post in the community, waited 30 minutes, then went into the operating room....... I lay down and... ah, I seriously thought I was going to die Yesterday I reread all the community reviews before going, so I’d seen how the needle goes in and all that, and I felt like I was going crazy As someone who has now finished the surgery... even if my double eyelids come undone, I’ll never have surgery again.....,. It was really distressing It didn’t hurt exactly.... it was more of a sting... but the feeling of thread being sewn into the eye and pulled... the psychological distress...... I had gone in deciding on epicanthoplasty + buried suture double eyelid, but I got scared and really couldn’t do the epicanthoplasty Because honestly with epicanthoplasty..... no matter how well it’s done, you worry about scars.... After all the anesthesia had been done, I told the director, “I’ll decide about epicanthoplasty after seeing the buried suture result.... I’m scared..” and our chic director said... “After going through the painful anesthesia already... you should just do it.” After the painful double eyelid surgery.... I looked in the mirror.. Wow.. it was seriously done so well But my Mongolian folds stood out so much so I immediately said, “Please do the epicanthoplasty” I lay down and had the epicanthoplasty, and there was really no distress at all with it.... Just a slight smell of burning flesh... The buried suture was seriously intense Even now the skin is throbbing Throughout the surgery, I kept thinking, ah, now I can draw eyeliner, and I won’t have to hear that I look like Mashimaro anymore..... My nicknames were rabbit, Sohee, Kim Yuna, and Gong-gil (Lee Joon-gi from The King and the Clown). I really hated them.. After surgery, I immediately sent photos to my younger sibling, a community addict who’s almost like an expert, and they said it was amazing and so pretty..... But I wonder if that’s only what my sibling and I think After surgery ended, I ran toward my boyfriend waiting for me in the waiting room and hugged him I started tearing up so much While he hugged monster-like me and did ice packs for me... ah Two years ago, when my ex-boyfriend had double eyelid surgery here, I was the one doing ice packs for him I’ve received so much help from this community too, so I want to help lots of people who are curious I’ll upload photos~ Ask me anything you’re curious about, and please leave lots and lots of replies^^^^