I had surgery with the buried suture method.. I went into it with really high expectations.. but the result is so devastating that I keep regretting it, and I’m so worried I feel like I’m going to get depression.. I canceled all the plans I had with my friends... I keep trying to comfort myself, thinking it hasn’t even been 2 weeks yet, so maybe it’ll get better with more time, but when I read other people’s reviews, everyone’s results look so good, and I get so depressed wondering why mine turned out like this.. Ah.. I heard that if you got double eyelids with the buried suture method, you can restore them back to how they were before, and I’m thinking about doing that too.. I did it because I didn’t like my old eyes, but I dislike them more now.. I really look like a monster. Yesterday I met friends for the first time in a while, and today one friend texted me, "Take good care of yourself.. and look after your health. I was shocked when I saw you yesterday." So I said, "Why were you shocked?" and then they said I look like a different person and look like I’m having such a hard time... Even when I posted reviews online, I heard tons of comments saying my eyes look like Park Myung-soo’s, that they look strange, that it failed.. When I call the clinic, they say to wait at least 2 weeks and that it will become an inner double eyelid.. ㅠ_ㅠ It already feels like almost all the swelling has gone down.. and looking at the progress, I don’t think it’ll turn out that way.. I really just want to die. Ah.... I truly don’t want to do anything. I want to stay shut inside my house for the rest of my life.. Please help me with what I should do ㅠ-ㅠ
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