I really thought the swelling between my eyebrows would go down... My heart hurts

It feels like just yesterday I had surgery and was whining that it hurt.. But it’s already day 13.. haha Time really seems to fly.. People say you lose weight after surgery.. but I ate so much I could barely breathe so my wounds would heal quickly.. and in two weeks I ended up gaining 7 kg.. I was so skinny before that my mom says I actually look better.. but my boyfriend says I should lose just a little;;; men, seriously... Anyway.. I had paranasal augmentation and nose surgery.. Last week I was making a huge fuss on the board saying I was going to report the director.. Compared to then, even in photos, a lot of the swelling has gone down for now.. Now it just looks like a face that gained weight and is swollen.. But because my boyfriend and my mom keep obsessing over my old face, I feel really hurt.. It was such a painful and difficult time.. and the cost was no joke.. but after doing it, all I hear is that I looked better before.. The paranasal area looked kind of okay when it was firm and plump, but now the sunken nasolabial fold area is showing a little again Because of this I can’t even smile and it’s driving me crazy.. I had the stitches removed in two separate sessions,. Tomorrow will be the 2-week mark, and tomorrow is the day I have to remove the stitches inside my mouth from the paranasal surgery.. Once I do this, it’s over~~~ But my face has no dramatic turnaround.. Instead, only the area between my eyebrows looks higher.. It feels bitter.. My smile is completely awkward,, I don’t know if the glabella area is swollen or if this is really the final result,, and why are the bruises not going away,, The swelling between my eyebrows is severe, but why won’t the swelling beside my nose, right above the nasolabial folds, like little pouches, go down? Ah, I’m completely losing it.. Personally, nose surgery... I don’t want to recommend it If only I could become like a celebrity... I’ll post another review soon.. Top four photos = before surgery Middle four photos = one week after surgery Last four photos = 10 days after surgery? No, about 12 days? * There are quite a lot of X marks, so it looks messy;; Sorry Still, I want to hide that it’s me I’m scared someone I know might see it too;; and many of my friends don’t know I had surgery;; please understand