I’m really upset. Please help me.

Has anyone had an experience like mine? It’s day 6 after surgery.. I got my stitches removed today I had the surgery in Suncheon But.. strangely, the surgery didn’t turn out the way I had guided it I originally have no nasal bridge and a low nasal dorsum too But I went to two places, and both said I only needed to raise the nasal bridge... Even though my nostrils show and my nasal dorsum is low.. When I look here, other people do reduction surgery and all kinds of things... Why won’t they do what the patient asks for? When I asked them to do it, what the two doctors said was that if something goes wrong, revision surgery would be harder.. They said if they only put in silicone, it can be removed anytime.. but if they touch the nasal dorsum and add this and that, later revision surgery would be difficult too and the implant might not be removable, things like that Thinking about it now... maybe they weren’t capable... and just said it that way and did the surgery... a very easy surgery where they make a hole inside the nose.. and just slide silicone in... that kind of surgery... sigh~~ And in the end, today I got the stitches removed But... sigh~~~ there’s hardly any difference between having done it and not having done it What’s even more ridiculous is that my already low nasal dorsum looks even lower so my nose just looks completely wider What’s funnier is, after removing the stitches... isn’t the doctor originally supposed to say this and that and have a consultation? But the doctor was doing surgery.. so I couldn’t even see their face and the nurse said I’d know after 3 months, 6 months like that.... then told me to just go When I said my nose bridge was not raised enough... there was hardly any reaction.... So I looked at the nurse’s nose at the clinic and said I wished my nasal bridge showed like that too.. What she said was, originally she had a hump nose and after surgery.... it got better.... and that people with low noses don’t come out like this... Then does that mean people with low noses shouldn’t get surgery in the first place.... It’s so absurd and upsetting... I feel like crying Because my personality is the type to let things pass nicely, even though I came out without seeing the doctor’s face... I just let it go. Even when they said I didn’t have to come back to the clinic anymore I just said bye-bye and left But looking at myself now.. I’m really so upset. What if my nose.... stays like this? Strangely, I barely bruised Even after removing the tape from my nose, there wasn’t a single bruise on my nose... I lived without doing it because I was scared... then finally made a big decision and had surgery, but my nose.... ended up the same... Sigh~~~ I’m really upset.... Maybe that’s why people get rhinoplasty in big cities... They just put silicone in my nose..... and did nothing else Usually, how long after surgery does the hospital that operated do revision surgery... and when there is hardly any difference before and after, do they give refunds too.... From what I see in this community, people usually say you need to wait a few months to know the nose but for me~~~ even if I wait like that, this nose has no answer Just looking at it.. it feels like a nose surgery that made my nose look even flatter .Other people worry that their nose is really big and the silicone shows too much... but I can’t see anything at all... so that’s my concern.. Sigh~~~ I’m upset... If I knew it would be like this, I should have just lived as I was.... Please help me figure out what to do.. please