I desperately need help from people with removal experience (photos taken down)

The top 4 photos are before surgery. The rest are all after-surgery photos. It’s been close to 50 days since I had my nose done~ The surgery really went well, but no matter how I think about it, it doesn’t suit my face and I can’t get used to it, so I’m thinking about removal because I want to go back to my previous nose. I do feel sorry to the director who made me a pretty nose, but I couldn’t stand it... When I take photos, it looks so pretty that I’m almost unrecognizable, but in real life, it still looks obviously artificial. I just couldn’t handle being labeled as a plastic-surgery woman, sigh.. It’s only been about 50 days since surgery, so it might be good to watch the progress more, but it’s hard to wait until winter, so I’m considering removal as early as this Chuseok holiday. I did think about revision surgery too, but I think nose surgery itself just wasn’t right for me. The thing I dislike most is that the height is high, and swelling is one thing, but I don’t think the height will lower as much as I want. Of course it will be hard to go back 100% to my old nose, but I think it would suit my face better than an artificial-looking nose.. If I remove it around Chuseok, that means removal at about 70 days. Would that be okay? I’m a student, so surgery during the semester is impossible, but if it’s still better to remove it quickly, I want to aim for the Chuseok holiday. Please give me some advice... Ah, as you can see from the photos, my previous nose was large, with a droopy arrow-shaped nasal tip and a slight hump. They shaved down the hump, tied the nasal tip with septal cartilage, and built a support strut. They put 2.5 mm silicone in the glabella/nasal bridge area. I had external alar base reduction, so there are still scars! To summarize my questions, there are two. 1. Whether it would be okay to have removal during Chuseok. (If I do it, I want to remove everything..) 2. Considering my previous nose shape, the change in my nose shape after surgery is big, so I can’t picture what it will look like after removal. Since the hump was shaved a little, of course it will become lower, but I don’t think my nose would droop more than before... Sigh... A corner of my heart feels really heavy and suffocating. I’ll be anxiously waiting for replies from people who have experience with removal