In two weeks, it will be 3 months since my surgery. Can there still be swelling even at 3 months? In reality, when I look in the mirror, it doesn't look very swollen... Between one month and two months, the line changed just a tiny bit, and since then it's been the same. It feels almost unchanged from when it had been one month to now, when it's close to 3 months. Maybe my eyes just adapt to changes right away... None of my acquaintances notice. They just seem to think I lost a little weight. But there has been a somewhat interesting change? Recently, I've been getting quite a few advances from men I've known for a while. I could feel that they had some interest even before surgery, but the difference from before surgery is that now they're very proactive. Without thinking about the consequences lol. Of course, they're definitely not men in great condition, so there's absolutely no reason to be tempted... But this must be a change brought by the surgery, right? Even saying this makes me cringe. With square jaw surgery, my face didn't become dramatically smaller or completely slim or anything like that, but I do feel like the line has been cleaned up. Because of that, I think I may have become more feminine. I'm not even someone with a pretty face, but if I'm experiencing this kind of change, I wonder how it is for other people. People who were originally pretty but had surgery because they wanted to become even prettier and got an amazing result. Just thinking about it makes me so envious I almost tear up. I had the surgery to become smaller and slimmer, so I still feel very~ disappointed. Before surgery, my face was a long U-shape. (Even now, it only becomes a timid U-line that looks smaller when placed in front of a V-line.) It wasn't wide, and the doctor also said my jawbone wasn't big, but said surgery would improve my image quite a bit. Is there anything that can still change after 3 months? And I'm planning to delete this post soon. Even just posting this makes me shrink back, worrying that someone I know might see it.
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