Crooked double eyelids

After thinking it over for a long time, I gathered my courage and paid a lot of money to have the surgery. I went into the surgery with high expectations, but I'm very timid, so I specifically asked for sedation anesthesia. But maybe something was wrong with me, because I woke up during the local anesthesia part after not much sedation, and when they were operating on my right eye, it hurt so much (I really felt like getting up and running away) Even though I kept saying it hurt, they kept saying that couldn't be, and kept going, until I kept crying and saying it hurt, and then they anesthetized me again. The left side was done without pain. Before going into nose surgery, just in case, they anesthetized me again. If it was going to be like this, what was the point of sedation anesthesia! After finishing the whole surgery, which took over 4 hours, I really felt relieved. But as the days passed after removing the stitches, my double eyelids became uneven. I thought it was because the swelling hadn't gone down, but I'm getting more and more anxious I definitely had in-out lines, but the left side became an in line and the right side became an out line, and at a glance they look uneven My friend says even after the swelling goes down there won't be any change, Is that really true? But my eyes are really so bothersome that I feel like I'm going crazy Every time I look in the mirror, my eyes go straight to the double eyelids I keep wondering if I shouldn't have done it I really can't get close to people I feel like the sizes of the double eyelids are different too Will they become the same if more swelling goes down? Should I get revision surgery?