Breast surgery 3 times

The first time was 5 years ago from now; I had saline implants through an armpit incision, since high school~ I had almost nothing, so I worked really hard to earn money Back then, a lot of people did saline implants. So was it 220? My torso is small and my height is around 160, so I had surgery like that.. The problem was, as expected, the feel. Even when I lay down, they stayed the same hehe Even though I massaged hard, it did not really get better, so I just gave up and lived with it. Then 2 years ago, I heard there was something called Cogel, and people said the feel and shape were much more natural, so I lay down for my second surgery. This time, Cogel through an armpit incision, 250. But a little over a month later? While I was massaging, I was massaging the left breast pocket side to side and up and down, and I felt something like a pop, then the upper part of my breast started swelling massively, so I went to the hospital where I had surgery. I thought the implant had probably ruptured. The doctor said no, that the muscle was startled and swollen.. I believed only those words and lived like that until now. But,, I had no idea it would make things so hard for me now., When I was tired, lifted something heavy, or because I like swimming, after exercising or playing like that, the lymph nodes near my armpit would swell a lot and I could feel them with my hand It hurt so much, and it was the left side that did that,, anyway, so I went to a surgical clinic and got examined but they only prescribed medicine,, Then I thought it must be because of my breast, so I went to a hospital to get breast cancer screening and ultrasound and such,, What in the world.................................... Really,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, It was like being struck by lightning,,,, hahahahahahaha The implant that they said absolutely, absolutely would never rupture, that would be fine even if a truck ran over it, had ruptured inside my left breast, and it had slowly flowed up toward the upper breast and even invaded the lymph nodes.. I was so shocked, why did it have to be me,, Even the doctor said it was rare,,, and gave me comfort that was not really comfort.. Really,,,,,,, I guess there is no such thing as perfection in this world.,, So now I looked for hospitals again and had my third surgery Removal of the ruptured implant The implant had turned yellow and looked strange The doctor took photos of it,,, This time they said an armpit incision probably would not work. But my areola is small too, so I had an inframammary fold incision,, It has been a week now. I have a compression bandage on,, It hurts so much. I have had surgery 3 times hehe Now I feel like most pain will just make me say, oh, that stings,,,, Sigh,,,,,,,,, these days I am stuck at home, spending my time browsing this community and enjoying making sure I eat,, The day after tomorrow I take off the bandage and have my first massage. I will see how it goes and post again,,, Even if it is only the people reading this please wish that this surgery of mine will be a huge success... hehe And breast surgery really needs important aftercare. Massage + absolutely, absolutely checkups and more checkups!!!! If you do not want to live with a ruptured implant in your breast like me,,, Absolutely absolutely!!^^*