I went to the hospital yesterday for a consultation and also met my friend after a long time,, my friend is,,,, really doing great,,ㅜㅜ Looking at my friend’s nose,, I somehow felt wronged,,,, ,, I think I talked with the doctor for over an hour,, he said the surgery patient was pushed back by three hours because of me; can they really do that,?;; I had even made an appointment and went at that time,,-_-; Anyway,, while consulting I kept holding back tears,,ㅜ My friend’s nose tip is also nice and slim,, and aside from the swelling between the eyes, there’s no swelling at all,,,,,,,,,, But,, it seems like my swelling still hasn’t gone down,,, since it was a revision surgery, with osteotomy and all sorts of other procedures, I had already been told that compared with a regular first surgery,, the swelling and contracture period would be longer than after a revision surgery,, but I really felt it for myself after meeting my friend again,, because I was shocked when I saw my friend’s nose ㅜㅜ Before, my friend’s nasal bridge had become too slim,, so I thought, is this wrong?;; Since I was the one who found the hospital and even took my friend there;; I somehow felt sorry,, but the bridge has filled back out again,, The overly slim look is gone too,, completely,,, I did all the hard suffering, but, this one’s really lucky, huh,,,,,,,OTL Anyway, the doctor said the silicone at my glabella looks bent, but since he says it isn’t, he told me not to touch it at all,, ㅜㅜ Should I just leave it alone,,? No matter how much I touch it, it feels bent;; And,, after getting that scar-tissue swelling injection, the hard lump became a lot softer,, I was told to massage for three days, so every time I touch my nose I’ve been massaging it often,, I also kept taking Libajen steadily for a week before ,, then stopped again after hearing someone say Libajen wasn’t good,, but the doctor told me to take it again so I’m taking it once more;; I’m originally stubborn and have a very strong sense of self,,,,, but weirdly enough I’m becoming very easily influenced,,, OTL how absurd,, After getting the scar-tissue swelling injection in the two bulging spots on both sides of the nose tip,, my nose seems a little different, though it also feels like only a slight difference;; I guess it’s because of the swelling,, the nose tip that looked blunt;; Now that the nose tip looks a little slimmer, the nasal bridge doesn’t look strange either;; Maybe because the swelling has gone down more?-_-;; Anyway,, looking at the photos I’ve taken every time I went to the hospital since the first surgery,, I can see the columella gradually going down too,, My mouth movement is not good right now,, the lipstick dries and when I make my lips go mm and rub them together it feels a bit awkward,, they say that means the columella still hasn’t fully come down yet,, so the columella will come down more too,, They also talked a lot about the alar base,, reducing it inward means reducing the nose width,, and reducing it outward is said to be for when lowering a high-looking nose tip,,, but I really don’t understand it at all,; looking at my nose,, no matter how I see it, I think reducing the alar wings outward would be better,,,,,,,,, Anyway,, after consulting again and getting the injection, I do feel somewhat relieved,, Not everything is solved yet,,, If the two bulges on both sides of the nose tip had never been there in the first place,, I think I would have been satisfied to some extent,, but maybe because of that they keep standing out in front of me,,,,, Everyone has been sending me messages too,, cheering me on and saying to hang in there, thank you, At first I was so happy I was jumping around,, and then it turned into this;; really,, My personality is very clear about what I like and dislike,,;; If I had gotten that much stress at another hospital,, I really would have made a huge scene,, but,, as expected, aftercare seems to be really important at a hospital,, Because I was so stressed, I really kept getting online consultations very often,, and they answered right away,, I was even going to give them my fare because I live so far away,, actually Libajen isn’t something they give to just anyone, but they gave it to me because I came from the provinces,, not sure if I should even say this -_-;;; It feels like I’m the only one who got it;; Anyway,, I didn’t come just to get consultation for bus fare or anything,, I just listened casually and let it pass, But the fact that they take care like that itself means,,, their aftercare is exceptional,, They’ve been kind consistently since before the surgery too,, I’m not someone who advertises hospitals or anything,, I hope you all also choose places with good aftercare when looking for a hospital,, You never know what will happen in life,,, really, some hospitals are terrible from before surgery to after surgery,, And there are also many hospitals that suddenly change like they have a split personality after the surgery,, It would be good if you knew that before going,, Really, unless it’s a hospital where people you know personally had good results,, that kind of thing matters too,, Since this was a revision surgery, I was careful and weighed everything before choosing the hospital,, -_-; I don’t think there are many people who spend months looking for a hospital,, If I had probably turned out well, I would have been telling everyone everywhere,, But,, even though my friend and others seem to have done well,, I’m not that satisfied,,,,,,,,, but they say the swelling and contracture period lasts unusually long for me, so I think I need to watch the progress a bit more,, I’ll upload photos again later,, I think if I keep posting progress photos, you all won’t have to go through the same stress as me,, I had a lot of stress even with my first surgery,, although back then I was so busy that it was still better than this time,, Lastly, questions: 1. Is there anyone like me whose silicone at the glabella is bent and can be felt by touch? What do you think? Should I leave it alone? 2. I’m just a little under 2 months out now. Will Libajen still be effective if I take it? 3. Is this combined injection called a scar-tissue swelling injection safe?;; 4. If the upper-lip muscle is removed, does the upper lip swell? If it does swell, how many days does the swelling last?
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