Really, for the last time... My parents gave me money and told me to at least try one more surgery before dying, so I had my final revision surgery.. But I thought it would get better... it didn’t get better.......... What do I really do.... I spend all day thinking only about that... I guess I can’t go on now... there’s no other way..... That’s the kind of thought I’m having.......... Really, if it could just end up not looking strange this last time, I wanted to go to New Zealand and live happily raising sheep......... I really wanted to do that............. I don’t think I can turn back time...... it feels like it’s all my fault............ Is there anyone who had a failed surgery and is struggling like me........? I want to talk together...... Please send me a private message or text......
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