Nose surgery.. only makes me sigh..

Nose surgery.. really.. Did I spend over a year going around to consultations, quit my job, and cling to this just to get a nose like this.. Was I really prepared to live my whole life with the title of “someone who had plastic surgery,” disgraceful if you want to call it that, just to get a nose like this.. You only live once, so I thought, what is there to lose.. let’s just try it.. And now it’s holding me back like this.. I thought if I got my nose done, my life would change 180 degrees.. I thought I’d live a new life.. My face hasn’t really changed much.. the implant is crooked and I don’t like it.. every friend who sees me says it doesn’t even show.. I don’t want to take photos.. I still come into this community.. so what actually changed? How am I supposed to face my family with a nose that’s worse than my aunt’s, who had surgery 20 years ago.. what will they say.. will I get hurt.. all kinds of random thoughts are running through my head.. Nose surgery is truly luck. Of. The. Draw. If more swelling goes down from here... there’s no answer.. Is Korea really the mecca of plastic surgery.. Before and after 20 years.. what technology actually changed.. Other than dividing surgery into the nasal bridge and nasal tip.. what exactly changed, I mean.. the nasal bridge still looks obvious, and side effects are still everywhere.. Sigh.. still, since it was my decision, I have no regrets.. But I think it’s better not to do it with the expectation that your life will change 180 degrees.. So I’m writing this honestly..

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