10 months after outer canthoplasty (eye shape enlargement surgery)

Was it January 31 this year? Around early February, I had eye shape enlargement surgery. I was looking into outer canthoplasty... I had previously gotten aegyo-sal filler at this clinic, and it turned out so pretty, so I recommended it to so many people!! The consultant said she would give me a good price too, so I booked right away and had the surgery. It was my first cosmetic surgery... From the anesthesia, I was being dramatic, and it hurt so much I thought I was going to die. Even after it was done, it hurt so much for about an hour... I think I snapped at my boyfriend a lot... They say outer canthoplasty is originally very painful, sob sob Maybe it was because I’m really sensitive to pain... Anyway, now about 10 months have passed, but honestly, I don’t really know if the outer corners were opened up a lot... I do think they closed back up quite a bit... but I just don’t want to do it again because it hurt so, so much And apparently my eyes are originally the type that don’t respond well to outer canthoplasty. Because of ptosis and uneven eyes;;; So this Thursday, at this clinic, I had eye surgery with ptosis correction + buried-incision double eyelid surgery lol People said my eyes were fine now and asked why I was doing it... Everyone criticized me;;;;;;;;;; But maybe because they were my own double eyelids, when I woke up, both sides would be uneven~ and when they got really swollen, they would disappear... I hated my eyes so much that I ended up doing it lolololol I’ll post a review of that later lol Right now my eyes look too sausage-like... it’s gross;; I’m thinking of getting V-line surgery and a nose surgery in December or January... Thinking about having surgery again feels overwhelming But if I want to become prettier, I guess I have to endure it, right? ☆☆★★ Oh right, the lenses look like that because of the camera flash; in real life, they’re not lenses that stand out too much!!^^★★☆☆