I want to die. Even my parents

I think I've developed depression and even social anxiety. The semester starts soon, but when people ask to meet up, I get scared first It's been over a month since I had double-eyelid buried sutures, and the sausage swelling and the line have been the same since week 2. Is there really any chance it will come down.. It's not that the shape of the line is abnormal, but no matter how I think about it, my eyelids are on the fuller side and the skin is thick, yet they only did buried sutures without removing anything, and on top of that they set the height high, so I think that's why this is happening When I close my eyes it seems to be 7-8 mm, and when I open them it seems to be 2-3 mm... My eyes are rather deep-set and the distance to my eyebrows is narrow, so it rolls inward, looks hollow like an owl, and because the line is overlapped by skin, it's too deep My upper eyelids too I heard that for eyes like this, even if you ask them to make it big, they usually don't, but I made such a fuss asking them to make it small and natural, so why did they do it like this What's even more frustrating is that even my parents aren't on my side. I want to go to the clinic and confront them, but my mom says it turned out well and that I'm being obsessive My friends' reactions were also just like, "It'll all get better......" and not very reassuring I really feel like I'm going to go crazy suffering alone like this. Where should I ask for help?? Please help me Anyway, the clinic only tells me to wait and see.

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