6 weeks after removal. These days, I~ am living my daily life with the thought that time will solve things, and I'm staying relatively comfortable. I still look at my nose several times a day and feel my heart drop, but... that happens a lot less now. The area around the columella that is pulled inward still looks short and awkward, but because I can really see it slowly improving, I feel a bit more at ease. There is also some scar tissue attached to the nasal dorsum that makes my nose look a bit uneven, but I'm waiting with the thought that this too will improve with time. After passing one month since removal, my mind has gradually calmed down as I see even very slight improvement. That said, it hasn't suddenly become much better, so a frustrating and anxious feeling still sits in one corner of my chest. Not long ago, I also went to Sejin for a consultation. I was very grateful for the kind and detailed consultation. They said that since the contracture has not loosened yet, it will slowly improve more. They said my current condition is not bad... Hearing that it will get better and that I shouldn't worry did make me feel more at ease. It's only been barely a month and a half now.. If it improves more from here, I'm living with the hope that it will almost certainly go back close to how it was before. I really hope time passes quickly and the day comes when I am completely freed from worrying about my nose. Everyone, stay strong. Let's look forward to the day we can finally graduate from this community.. Fighting!!!
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