My chest feels so tight. It's been 20 days since I had a partial-incision double eyelid surgery and epicanthoplasty. Right now, my eyes show no sign that the red scars will go away, both sides have risen up, and there is scar tissue too, so my double eyelids are uneven. My boyfriend said my eyes before were cuter and that these days I don't seem like myself. I laughed it off, but I keep wondering why I didn't just live with inner double eyelids, why I got greedy and tried to make them bigger, only listened to the consultant, and suddenly paid the surgery fee. Other people get epicanthoplasty and it turns out fine without scars, but mine looks so awful. Even makeup doesn't cover it, and I uploaded photos in the eye surgery review section. Now I only hear that I look like a scary woman, and I feel like crying. I'm going to the clinic tomorrow, and they'll definitely say time is the medicine. But if it doesn't get better during that time and leaves scars, I feel like I might have suicidal urges. I guess this is why people want to die. I feel so suffocated and like only tears will come out.
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