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Eye Re-Surgery@eye-redo

Sigh............ I really worked so hard shopping around for revision surgery...

It’s been a little under 3 months now, and it was revision surgery using the double-line excision technique. But my eyes still look sausage-like.. and the line shape looks strange too. I had a really severe complex about my appearance, so I had my first surgery in middle school and it went terribly, leaving my eyes uneven.. I just lived like that, then had revision surgery again at 23. But I really hate how it turned out... Especially before the revision, if I somehow took photos well, I could still get photos where I thought I looked pretty, but now when I travel and take pictures, there isn’t a single pretty photo. It’s been a long time since I stopped taking selfies too.. I even wonder if my face just doesn’t suit double eyelids in the first place, and if that’s true, then what happens to all the money I poured into this... I wonder if all the time and effort I spent traveling back and forth from the provinces to Seoul for consultations at 5 places was all for nothing.. It makes me wonder if I’m just someone who has to live looking ugly forever. I think the doctor really was someone skilled.. I lowered the line, so why does the result look even higher.. why did the sausage-eye look get worse... am I being punished for not living the way I was born... I’m just so depressed. Why did this happen to me? Was it just something that was bound to happen?

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