I want to die I have those thoughts hundreds of times a day, but seeing that I can’t actually die, maybe I still want to live. This is the last year of my 20s, and why on earth did I get surgery around Chuseok last year,, I still have an appearance that looks obvious... I feel like marriage is over for me too... I’m pathetic, I resent myself so much, and when I remember that day and that time I had surgery, I get scared, wondering why they cut up my face like that, and as time passes, I only become more anxious.
I still have to wait 3 more months before revision surgery is possible.. Sigh If I get revision surgery and then recover again.. I feel like my life will be too late.. Because of thoughts like that.. I can’t sleep
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