Ah... finally....ㅠㅠ Tomorrow is coming... I’m having the ear cartilage remaining in my nasal tip removed. Since I’m removing it after more than ten years, I’m really worried about how the result will turn out... What if I regret removing it... I’m prepared for it to look slightly less pretty, but... What if the nasal tip collapses... or becomes bumpy after removal... or turns into a bulbous nose... It’s a night where I feel like I won’t be able to sleep because I’m afraid a bigger problem might happen. Since early January, I’ve felt abnormal symptoms in the columella area (dark reddish skin-color change and movement of the inserted ear cartilage), and there’s also the issue of the cartilage showing through at the part that becomes the point??? of the nasal tip... Anyway... January, February, March, April... I spent those months in tension like that... After removal, if that much time passes again, will I be able to return to daily life... ㅠ.ㅠ. I’m in my 40s, and because my pores, acne scars, melasma... my skin isn’t exactly good... I also have skin trouble around my nose, so other people don’t really notice that there’s a problem with the cartilage in my nasal tip... Maybe... I do get the sense that they want to say, “Your nasal tip looks strange...” but are holding back... When talking, I felt their gaze wasn’t meeting my eyes but looking at my nasal tip (or maybe that’s just what I think..) Anyway... I’ll come back again after removal. I’m even more worried because after removing it tomorrow, I’ll be working all day Friday and Saturday... Please cheer me on!!!!
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