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I seriously regret getting epicanthoplasty so f***ing much

I should’ve just gotten buried sutures only. They said if I didn’t do epicanthoplasty it would come undone again, and they said they’d open it only very slightly, so I trusted them and did it. But my eyes look so f***ing close together, my aegyo-sal disappeared, hollowness formed under my eyes so I look older, and the whole harmony is ruined. If it were only dissatisfaction with the shape, I think I’d at least feel less depressed, but I also have functional side effects. I have lagophthalmos symptoms, and every time I blink I can feel my orbicularis oculi contracting. It wasn’t like this beforeㅠㅠ My mentality completely collapsed when I saw wrinkles forming at the outer corners of my eyes, and now I’m seeing horizontal wrinkles starting near the space between my eyes like old people get, so I’m genuinely so depressed I can’t function in daily life... Will this really get better with time once all the swelling goes down and it settles? I thought it was ruined from the very beginning, and I think that gut feeling was right. I honestly just want to die. Even if I get restoration, it’s not like it can be returned to the original state, and what if it gets worse over the remaining 4 months? Sigh...

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