(My eyes are ruined) Upper epicanthoplasty + natural adhesion double eyelid surgery + non-incisional ptosis correction

Hello. Even before surgery, I often heard that my eyes were pretty, and originally I had absolutely no intention of getting eye surgery. But after breaking up with my long-term boyfriend, I felt empty and impulsively touched my face out of anger.. As a result, I wanted the effect of an upper epicanthoplasty, but it turned out like a medial epicanthoplasty, making my eyes look sharper. The ptosis correction also looks too intense, and maybe because the line itself is strange, it’s too thick and overwhelming. Overall, my image became harsher. I made this decision because I wanted to look a little softer and more innocent, but it just failed. The doctor was really so awful too. My surgery time was 3:30, and they told me to come by 3, so I went, but the doctor came after 5 and didn’t say sorry or show even the slightest sign of apology. Instead, he just got angry lolololol. Before surgery, you look at the design, right? He suddenly told me, “If you’re going to be like this, don’t get surgery” lolololol. He was like, “Just don’t do it, the surgery,” while crossing his legs, folding his arms, and speaking informally to me lol. I’ve had consultations at many places, and I’ve never seen a doctor like this. He basically butchered my eyes, and everyone around me says my eyes before were a hundred times prettier. Almost 10 out of 10 people say before was much prettier. I really want to go back I’m thinking about revision surgery.. sigh. If anyone knows a hospital that is good at revision surgery for eye reconstruction, please let me know