Regretting my revision non-incisional double eyelid surgery before my wedding..

Before my wedding, I saw reviews saying non-incisional double eyelid surgery turned out well, so I got it too, but I seriously regret it.. I miss my old eyes so much. My eyes went from an inline crease to an in-out crease, and the swelling is still really bad The intense look really has me worried about my wedding photoshoot... My shoot is in May, and I had the surgery at the end of January But after about a week, something was sticking out of my left eye..? So I went to the clinic, and they told me to wait and see, but even after a month it was the same.. It even got bigger, and when they looked at it, they said it seemed like the knot was sticking out They said they would operate again.. so I had surgery again at the end of February So I got so much bruising, and my eye is still bruised... But the thing sticking out is still there.. When I asked the clinic, they said it’s “scar tissue”.... I guess scar tissue can form even with non-incisional surgery... crazy A knot sticking out, scar tissue forming.. I’m seriously going insane... With my wedding photoshoot and wedding coming up soon, I don’t even like my eyes... Scar tissue..? I’m really losing it.... Thanks to this, I don’t even smile much these days and only worry about my eyes I don’t even feel like a bride-to-be, and I’m depressed... I should’ve looked into clinics way more before deciding... I shouldn’t have taken it lightly just because it was non-incisional. Or I should’ve done it after the wedding.. I regret it so much.... Anyway, the swelling and bruising are bad right now, and I’m going crazy wondering if they’ll get a bit better by early May For now, I’m going to choose my dress this month, and I already know I’m going to be so pissed off starting with that schedule.