Last night, in my dream, I had surgery and woke up, then went back to sleep saying it wasn’t surgery yet. Until yesterday I was extremely scared and wondered several times a day whether I should not do it, but it doesn’t hurt, at least so far. I’m eating well and going to the bathroom by myself just fine. The pain-control injection is really nice. I did it with Bellagel, and I’ll show the results next time.
Until yesterday I was storm-level anxious that it might hurt too much, and I just kept searching nonstop. I thought there might be people like me.
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