Today marks exactly 30 days since my breast surgery,
More than anything, it was hardest that lying down was a bit difficult and I couldn't lie down for long,. But now I can raise my arms well, and since the incision was made in the deepest crease of the armpit, there really isn't much scarring. It's not like I walk around with my armpits raised all the time anyway.
My only wish right now is that I really want to hurry up and wear a sports bra and then a regular bra.
But because the timing of the surgery was good, I think I'll probably be able to wear a regular bra in the summer. I'm just waiting for that day lol
People who don't know kept saying things like, why would you do that after surgery, you're older now so just live as you are... I heard countless comments like it's a waste of money, and since they don't know how the person involved feels, I couldn't help feeling upset, but now, when they see my breasts looking natural, what I hear the most is, hey, you were right to do it.
But I think it's like this. People who have surgery go through a hard time afterward, so they often think, did I do this for nothing?
But as time passes and I hear comments like that, I gain more confidence and feel so pleased. I don't feel like the money was wasted either lol
I was really flat-chested, so I think I agonized over breast surgery for 10 years. The cost was also a lot, so I lived thinking, if I'm going to spend money on this, I should buy one more thing for my child to eat, but now that I feel more confident, nothing feels as good as that.
As time goes by and technology keeps advancing day by day, even if I wear the support bra and band all the time, it really doesn't show much that I had breast surgery.
The downside is that it's a bit hot in weather like this lol
Once I had an important appointment and was wearing a suit, but when I wore a fitted T-shirt, the support bra showed.
I called the hospital right away and asked if I could take it off for just half a day, and they said about half a day was okay, so I took it off and went out. With a regular bra haha
But I had worn a sleeveless top under my suit, and because my breasts are big now, the stretchy sleeveless top kept riding up haha ha
I could see my cleavage and it looked so pretty. But because it kept moving, my boobs were about to pop out, so I went back home, changed clothes, and came out again lol
My husband said;; oh damn, that's killer lol. At first he nagged me, saying why would I put a knife to a perfectly fine body, but now my husband gets eye candy lololol pfft lolol
These days I go for radiofrequency treatment once a week, and I liked this the most.
I had thought, how much better could it really get, but even the slight lumping underneath loosened up, and the swelling went down noticeably a lot. It had been painful because of the swelling..
Anyway, now that it's been a month, I feel like I'm flying haha
Now I'm just waiting for the day I'm freed from the support bra,
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