It’s been over 5 months since my first eye surgery It’s definitely not a botched result, but the line is too thin and low, and the end of the line is faintly double-lined too.. It’s not the eye shape I wanted, so I’m thinking of getting revision surgery ??
For my first surgery, I only had non-incisional suture double eyelid surgery
But I haven’t even set a surgery date yet, and I still need to go for consultations …
Mid-January is exactly when it’ll be 6 months too
I have to go to school in March, so I want to get it done right in mid-January, let the swelling go down, and then go..
I’m about to start going for consultations and set a date ..
I’m seriously so anxious ㅠㅠ My current eyes aren’t the shape or size I want, and I feel like I became uglier, so I can’t even go out somewhere happily to hang out..
My original eyes had epicanthal folds too, but back then they didn’t feel stuffy ..? But after double eyelid surgery, they changed so much and look like a frog ㅠㅠ Also, on days when I don’t sleep well, they completely turn into inner double eyelids .. I hate that so much too
So I definitely need revision surgery, that’s for sure, and I’m going to get it .. But I keep getting anxious, wondering, am I doing it too soon…? What if it becomes sausage-like .. What if it’s obvious when I go to school in March .. What if it fails .. What if I end up needing a second revision .. and so on .. I’m so, so anxious ㅠㅠ
So I could think about it until early February and then do it, but then it would 100% be obvious ㅠㅠ
It’s been over 5 months now, and I’m also thinking about just undoing the suture double eyelid surgery when it’s a little over 6 months ㅠ But I’m worried, what if adhesions form and my eyes end up neither here nor there ..
My original eyes were the type where double eyelids would form if I used an eyelash curler, so I made them like that every day I used to hear that my eyes were pretty so often ..
If I undo it and my eyes don’t go back to how they were, I won’t even be able to create them .. And using an eyelash curler every day like that is so annoying and stressful too ㅠ
Getting revision surgery right at the 6-month mark won’t make scarring worse or anything, right..??
I don’t think I should raise the line a lot from here, and it’d be nice if I only raise the front starting line, keep the back line the same, and maybe just remove some fat?? ㅠㅠ Ah, I don’t know I’m already so anxious ..
Some people might say, can’t you just live with these eyes .. But after double eyelid surgery, I became so much uglier now .. I haven’t put on makeup, dressed up, or gone out anywhere to hang out ㅠ
Has anyone gotten revision surgery right at the 6-month mark??