I had surgery hoping for really natural-looking breasts, but when the result wasn't like that. Honestly, I regretted it a lot and was very disappointed in the hospital where I had surgery..
Even so, I couldn't remove them because the money felt wasted, and I didn't have the courage to get revision surgery. And 13 years passed like thatㅠ
It wasn't until 2024 that I started thinking about revision surgery, so all that time I had been living like such a coward with breasts I didn't even like.
They weren't even large breasts, so why did they look so obviously operated on? I didn't want them big, so I intentionally chose a small size.. Even when I wore a swimsuit or slightly low-cut clothes, anyone could tell they were surgical breasts. They said the upper bulging was swelling, but even after 10 years it never went away. They also felt hard..
When I really thought about it, there was no reason not to have revision surgery.. So I started searching hard online, and then I happened to see a set of review photos, and they looked really natural. The video posted as a texture video also looked so soft. I had thought operated breasts were originally supposed to be hard, because mine were hard.. But was that not the case? I was so shocked.. I got the information for the hospital where that person had surgery and went for a consultation.
The first diagnosis I received there was 'stage 3 capsular contracture.' The director told me I had contracture.. The hard capsule had to be removed. The inframammary fold line also had to be reset.. For the implant, I had Motiva Demi, 300 cc, through an inframammary fold incision, and originally I had Allergan round textured implants inside. To be honest, I thought I would just need the implants exchanged and the shape remade. I was so surprised to hear it was contracture. After getting the diagnosis, I suddenly felt I needed surgery quickly, and 3 days after the consultation, I had surgery right away at Glam.
But.. what was really amazing was, it usually isn't easy to feel satisfied immediately after surgery. Because it isn't the final form yet.. But ㅠㅠ I was so satisfied that tears almost welled up! The upper line alone was completely different.. There was no pain at all.. During my first surgery, I had been someone who was in truly unbearable pain. I lay on the operating table prepared for that, but it really didn't hurt at all, so I wondered, why? Why doesn't revision surgery hurt? I was puzzled.. And as each day passed, I kept thinking, I'm so glad I had revision surgery.
And why is the corrective bra I received so comfortable too~ Everything really compared so starkly. I heard it was custom-made, and unlike the one I had in the past, it doesn't have that Y-shape in the middle; it is wide open in a U-shape, and it doesn't tighten my shoulders either. But at the same time, it seems to gather cleavage much better. The fit was so much more comfortable than the previous one that I wore it diligently without even feeling it was difficult.
The director also removed the capsule very cleanly, and maybe because of that, the shape is so different and there is no bulging feeling.. I really should have had revision surgery much earlier. What was all that suffering for all this time.. Now I'm wearing swimsuits very comfortably. Without worrying about other people's eyes.. How long has it been since I felt this way lol These days it just feels like a dream.