I Hope There Won’t Be Any Victims Like Me

Hello. I have always had ptosis, so I lived with a complex about my eyes. When I was 20, I went to @@@ Plastic Surgery in Nowon for a consultation and had my first double eyelid surgery. But there was no difference whether I had done it or not.. I just lived like that, and last year, when I was 25, I thought I should try one more time with the money I had saved by working hard at part-time jobs. This time, I went to an ophthalmology clinic because I wanted to have ptosis surgery. The doctor said that if it was for cosmetic purposes, wouldn’t it be better to have it done at a plastic surgery clinic? So I went back to the plastic surgery clinic where I had surgery when I was 20 and had another consultation. The doctor said he could do it and told me to trust him and try, and said it would be good to do medial epicanthoplasty as well this time, so I used the money I had worked hard to save and even had medial epicanthoplasty. But 6 months later, a double line formed near the outer corner of my left eye, so I visited the hospital. The doctor said Botox would fix it and injected Botox into my forehead. After that, the opposite eye slowly began to get smaller, and now it has become like this. I got angry and called the hospital and went in, but the doctor’s reaction was only, “It’s because of the Botox, let’s watch it. You’re young, think positively.” That was all. When I said I wouldn’t have done it if I had known it would turn out like this, he changed the subject. I said I need to get a job now and also go out for practical training, but he only kept saying, “Just think positively and wait.” I’m so depressed and I want to die.