<Bare eyes><Double eyelid tape + makeup><Not long after double eyelid surgery (front view)><Makeup after double eyelid surgery>I always had rather small eyes, but I used double eyelid tape, and those eyes suited my facial proportions well and looked right for my age? It was just a pure, innocent kind of look. I was fairly popular too (if you want to see quickly, scroll down and just read the important part)
But putting on double eyelid tape was annoying, and I also felt like my eyes were too small and looked sleepy, so in 9th grade I had surgery at a large hospital
At first I went to 3 places for consultations, and all of them said I needed ptosis correction. Two places said I didn’t need medial epicanthoplasty.. But since I sometimes created the look of medial epicanthoplasty with makeup, out of greed I ended up doing it at a large hospital that recommended medial epicanthoplasty.. I was going to do it with the buried suture method
When choosing the line, I didn’t get greedy and chose the lowest line between an inline crease and an in-out line (to be honest, I wanted it higher, but my parents scolded me so I went with the lowest one. I guess I should at least be thankful to my parents.)
I definitely chose a low line, but when I came out, my eyes were freaking huge.. And the lines were uneven too. Because of the medial epicanthoplasty, my aegyo-sal got cut off too
After that I kept hearing things like it would be fine once the swelling went down, sigh But nothing changed
₩(Important from here)₩ The worst thing after double eyelid surgery is that after I got it, no one recognizes me as a student anymore, and when I go to the hospital they ask for my ID, and when I eat with my parents they even give me a soju glass. Seriously, sigh. Before double eyelid surgery, I really had a young-looking image, but now it makes me feel like I’m going to die
I went to school, and when the kids talked about who people looked like, only to me they said things like I looked like a plastic surgery monster, and even my closest friend said I looked like Lingkong, that I looked kind of like a plastic surgery monster.. sigh. I know they were joking, but I seriously wanted to die.. lol My personality got so bad too, and I just thought, sigh, should I die? Even when I look at myself with the rear camera, I look so much like a plastic surgery monster, my eyes look insanely intense, and the lines are different too
Just opening my eyes feels like I’m glaring too much, and suddenly I got this decadent/sexy vibe I never wanted. Everyone asks if I’m glaring at them and says my impression looks bad. I get cursed at a lot because of that too. I was just looking.. So if I relax my eyes, they say I look sleepy, and that it’s obvious I had double eyelid surgery, so what am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to open my eyes? Should I just walk around with my eyes closed?
Ah seriously, now I can’t look at anyone. I just look at the ground when I talk.. It’s so hard that when I ask my friend, should I get it done again? they tell me to just live like this, saying if I do it again it’ll scar and probably fail.. Then how am I supposed to live?
I just wonder if maybe this is because the ptosis correction was done too excessively, or maybe the front was opened too much, I don’t know. I just want to die. Do you think revision surgery would fail for me?
++If you only look at my eyes, they turned out really well. But when you look at my whole face (the line was set between an in-out and an out-line crease), it’s thick, the lines are uneven, and it doesn’t harmonize with my overall face + it makes me look older I’m at 10 months now, and my eyes getting bigger -> ok, I love that. But they don’t suit the rest of my face at all and look unnatural, so I think that’s why people keep calling me a plastic surgery monster
Even when I first did it, I asked the doctor to make it natural so my current image wouldn’t change much.. But it changed way too much The reason people get plastic surgery is to become prettier in a harmonious way, not to make only the eyes pretty while they have a completely different vibe from the rest of the face. All the proportions are ruined too..
What’s the point if just the eyes are pretty when overall they don’t match at all…;;