I had nose surgery in mid-January, and around the end of June, I hit my nose from a major impact. Since that day, there has been no change in the shape of my nose, but it keeps throbbing, and if I lightly touch the bridge of my nose as if brushing downward with my fingertip, it throbs.. My thoughts about removal have grown so strong,, I can't do it in mid-July because I'm traveling, and I'm thinking of removal sometime after August, around September. The materials used were septal cartilage + silicone. I'm worried my nose will become upturned if I remove them, but I want to work overseas later, and if side effects happen there, that would be difficult in its own way. I'm currently taking a leave of absence from school, and I'm thinking of removing it before going back to school next year. But my parents see it strangely that I want removal. They say the doctor has a license and graduated from a good university, so would he make your nose have side effects?.. But my answer was that every person's body, structure, and cells are all different, so an adverse reaction can happen to anyone. Of course, people who don't have it are lucky, I said. But they keep saying they'll kick me out if I take out my nose, that my nose before I took it out was ugly like a steamed bun, that isn't a pretty nose better even if it's uncomfortable now? I was simply pursuing comfort, but my mother had often and continuously brought up nose surgery since I was young, and just, many things are stressful. Right now my nose is throbbing a bit, but I can't go to the hospital and have it removed immediately. I have to do it after I come back from my trip,, I guess I'll have to remove it secretly after I return from the trip.. Looking good after removal is also a problem,, It's so hard.. I'm sorry to my boyfriend, but sometimes I even have extreme thoughts. I'm struggling so much, but my parents and no one else understand.. When I say my nose is throbbing, my mom says, "My nose sometimes hurts too" (she hasn't had nose surgery), "My nose is sometimes dry too," and she doesn't understand the point of what I'm saying.. She can't even feel whether my nose hurts, but she speaks according to her own will.. One time before, I went to a plastic surgery clinic with my mind made up to remove it, but the consultant tried to stop my mom. What did she say, something like please calm your daughter down,, treating me like a strange person and scaring me,, Since I'm going to remove it someday anyway, if a problem occurs, I'm not going to get nose surgery again.. So wouldn't it be better to remove it instead.. that's what I think.. What should I do .. It's throbbing so much even now..
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