I had double eyelid surgery + ptosis correction, but it’s so different from what I had in mind...
Most of the major swelling is almost gone, but my eyes are just simply bigger and rounder than before, and it’s super obvious that I had surgery. I don’t know how this could be considered a successful surgery.. I didn’t do it just because I wanted bigger eyes; I wanted eyes with charm..
The more I write, the more I just want to die and feel hit by reality. The doctor didn’t even ask if I had brought any reference photos before the surgery, and my parents who came with me kept saying it looked pretty while watching them mark the line, so everything happened so quickly, almost like I was pushed into it. Even after getting it done, I’m not sure about it, but they keep saying it’s pretty, so I feel like I’m being gaslit, should I say.. I’m wondering if this really turned out pretty and natural..
If I undo the double eyelid surgery and ptosis correction, can I go back to how I looked before? I heard revision to undo it is a highly difficult surgery and the cost is not small either; would it be okay..?