<Depending on how much force I use to open my eyes, they end up looking wide-eyed. I have to desperately relax them.><This is a photo my younger sibling took><When looking upward><When looking downward with as little force in my eyes as possible>I had ptosis correction and epicanthoplasty, and everyone told me it turned out really well and that the line was really pretty. They also said there was very little swelling and that it came out well. Honestly, even though I’m the one who got the surgery, I didn’t really look into double eyelid surgery much. My cousin had it done, so I just followed along, and I didn’t even know whether this was a good result or not. I just did it because it was hard to open my eyes. But it’s bothering me so much that lately I want to die. I’m scared that when I look at a friend in front of me, my eyes will open like in the first photo. And the muscles above my eyes and my eyebrow muscles are so tired I could die. But if I force my eyes open hard, too much of the white above my pupils shows. Every day has been stressful since the semester started. That’s why I came to this community, and I’m struggling with what to do. I don’t have money, the hospital where I had surgery is far away, and even if I go there, I don’t know if they’ll do revision surgery for me. I’m not even sure whether I need revision surgery, so my head feels like it’s going to explode... Please leave me your opinions, even just one comment eachㅠㅠ Oh right, I’m on day 13..
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