9 Months After Complete Removal

The confusion that keeps coming up 9 months after removal The removal definitely went well, but I feel a sense of loss and regret that only I seem to feel... So I’ve had several consultations at clinics thinking I might at least get filler, but right at the end I always change my mind to “let’s not do it.” Why am I like this... even I feel confused and mixed up about myself Honestly, after removal, having nothing inside my nose is incredibly comfortable There’s no emotional stress about whether something might go wrong, and I can rub my nose however I want, so it really is very comfortable... But the visual aspect... I definitely have a lot more regret about my appearance Because of that, my confidence has dropped too, so I wonder if I should at least get filler, but when I look at reviews, there have been so many lately saying not to get it People say things like they got filler and eventually ended up having nose surgery, filler is just throwing money away and leaves only regret, just get surgery instead, and those are the only kinds of posts I see... I keep getting swayed by them, and in the end I don’t get it Still, before my nose surgery, when I got filler, I was very satisfied and my confidence was higher too, but when I see reviews like that, I wonder if I’m just romanticizing the past, or if I was the only one mistakenly thinking it was okay... or if I’m being gaslighted by those review posts, so I can’t make a decision... I was the one who swore that if only the removal went well, I would never touch my nose again... honestly, I’m really confused Deep down, I clearly want to get filler, but the reviews are all saying not to... These days living doesn’t feel like living, and I keep having bad thoughts.. Is there anyone like me?