Before <before surgery> Before <before surgery> Before <after surgery> Before <after surgery> It still feels awkward, but I’m posting it anyway lololol I was never that interested in makeup, but after surgery, doing makeup became fun, and my clothing style also changed to match the makeup style~ I always used to wear only boxy T-shirts and jeans, but now I keep looking for pretty clothes lol Even I find this version of myself fascinating... lolol About 3 days after surgery in the early stage, I kept thinking, what kind of glory was I trying to enjoy by doing this... lol But as the swelling gradually went down and I became able to eat regular food little by little, I think I made it this far by telling myself to hang in there just a little longer haha
I don’t know exactly since when, but it suddenly felt comfortable? Since it didn’t hurt, the swelling around my jaw that had been bothering me a lot had also gone down quite a bit. It would be a lie to say I wasn’t burdened by having surgery on my whole face all at once, but maybe because I can now go about daily life much more easily, I think I’m glad I did it all at once. If I was going to do it anyway, I think it may be better to just think, “I’m dead for this once...” and go through one hard push and be done with it lol There’s still a long way to go for the residual swelling to go down, but I’m getting used to my newly born facial features lol