I seriously spent 4-5 years thinking about it and lurking in cafes and communities,
and even though everyone around me tried to talk me out of it whenever I brought it up, I wanted it like crazy, so I ended up pushing through with everything from booking the consultation, to the consultation, to the surgery over about two months, while being extremely stressed.
I had the surgery during the day today, and now I’m lying in the hospital room. Earlier, it hurt so much and was so hard that I felt like I was going insane, but after getting the pain-control injection, sleeping, and waking up, I’ve become numb enough to the pain that it’s bearable, so I came to my senses and am writing this ㅜㅜ
Before surgery, when I read the reviews posted here, everyone just seemed like enviable people who had lived with concerns similar to mine in many ways and then resolved their complex, but now that I’ve had surgery, they all seem so amazing….
Even YouTubers who often get cosmetic surgery on YouTube, and celebrities too, seem so amazing that they almost don’t seem human ㅠㅠ I think the level of pain differs a lot from person to person, but for now, since I’ve experienced it once, this is pain I never want to go through again…
Thankfully, they told me the surgery went well, and right now, aside from having the blood drain attached, I can actually breathe even better than before surgery,, my throat doesn’t hurt as much as I expected, so I’m just holding on while looking forward to tomorrow,,
I slept so much that I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep again ㅠㅠ Is there any good way to pass the time..?
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