I had reconstruction after lateral and lower canthoplasty

After my lateral and lower canthoplasty went really badly, I went around getting consultations at different places, and it’s been a little less than 2 weeks since the surgery. First of all, what I wanted was this: at the previous clinic, they had cut through the entire gray line, so while reattaching that, I didn’t want it to go completely back to how it was. A way to make it a little bigger? There seem to be a lot of methods like that these days. So I wanted to do it with that kind of method, and there was a place that said they could do it that way, so I had it done, but looking at it now, the gray line is definitely separated.. I thought the surgery would be done while attaching it.. After my lateral and lower canthoplasty was botched, I was under so much stress, so I paid a lot of money for this surgery, and I thought maybe it would finally get a bit better, but it’s not the direction I wanted, so I’m stressed all over again.. When I went to get the stitches removed and asked the nurse, she said the eye shape can only be assessed after a month has passed, but thinking about anxiously waiting a month is driving me crazy, and my eyes are still very swollen, so I wonder if I’m being too impatient.. But it’s true that the gray line is definitely not attached, so I’m wondering if there are people here who just go around like this.. The reasons I wanted the gray line attached were 1. Functionally, because my eyes are dry 2. Because the area where eyelashes don’t grow looks awkward (there are no eyelashes on the incised area) Those two reasons.. Sigh.. I feel so unsettled right now.. I’m even thinking about whether I need another reconstruction, and when I think about another reconstruction, I honestly just sigh.. lololololol I’d be grateful if everyone could share what you think! (+ Just in case, I don’t think I can answer questions about the clinic)