I came up to Seoul for the first time in a while today and am going around, with both follow-up consultations and new consultations. Ha lol, thinking about doing this all over again and getting anesthesia again makes my stomach feel tight.
Honestly, I’ve become a bit scared of lying on the operating table now. When I had the implant removed, I cried so hard I could barely breathe lol
I came for a follow-up consultation at the hospital where I originally planned to have surgery right away, but after asking about anesthesia and imagining myself lying on the operating table, I got that exact nervous feeling and my heart started pounding. I wasn’t nervous for my first surgery, revision surgery, or even the removal, but I think I’ve developed a bit of trauma haha Will I be able to handle surgery well? Haㅠ