Could there be anyone from that hospital in this community? Please contact me, please?? Photo added) About three weeks ago, because of my double-chin concern, I visited and had filler-like injections and a lifting. ㅇㅇ But they said jaw Botox would be good for me too, so I just got it. Then, at some point, I suddenly began to look much older. No matter where I went, people said I looked older even though I had never heard that before. People said that my usually round, peanut-shaped face looked terribly worn-out. My face used to look round, but it became completely skeletal-looking. This was my first jaw Botox and there had been no side-effect explanation at all. Even if I had only been told about possible side effects, what happened later was my responsibility, but I could not hear any clear explanation from the doctor. I visited again because of cheek hollowing. I was too depressed and sad, but I waited because they said it would improve after three months. Then a bigger issue happened: a few days ago, because of depression from cheek hollowing, I had stopped smiling. When I met a friend after a long time and was talking, someone suddenly said, "Why does your face look like that?" I thought something was wrong, but it turned out my right side of the face had started not moving. I had noticed before that my right cheek seemed a bit pulled when smiling with my friend, but I never thought it could become non-moving, right? I looked in the mirror to be sure, but I only ended up smiling and crying. I feel like such a monster. The more I see my face, the more it feels like there is some damage done to me. That night until dawn, I could not sleep and only thought, "I want to die." I have always lived very positively; people around me have always called me a mood-maker, a human vitamin. But for the first time in my life, I spent my time in self-harm, suicidal thoughts, and wanting to die, only anger. I left a message in the hospital counseling chat, and in the morning I got a call from the clinic manager saying to cool down and at least come to the hospital. The doctor said he had seen everything. I was so angry my head went blank, but I said I understood and came. It took 1 hour and 30 minutes to get there, But when I entered the office, the first thing the doctor said was, "Why are you saying it so extremely like this?" I wondered if I had heard wrong, this is my face, my own face...! When I asked for a different solution, he just said to wait. He said Botox is not permanent. But I did not search for this and just got this, right? I saw in reviews that some people took years. How can I know how long it will take for me? During that time, is it okay to just live with "it will go back, haha-ho-ho"? Every time I try to smile, I hesitate, and seeing my monster-like face makes me sad and self-deprecating. I, who liked taking selfies and smiling brightly, am now thinking of tearing my face apart. The only thing he offered was regenerative laser and observation, but for me, that in-between period is hell. I keep saying I want to die. Even if it is said to be not a medical accident, if something really happens to me, I won’t just die and go. Please return my face to me. What I want is only that one thing. If I could meet me then, I want to tell myself, "Never trust that person." If 99% safety becomes 1%, it is 100% for me. From now on, I will do nothing. Even once, I will still think ten times, hundred times, thousand times. +++++ Plus: At this point the hospital keeps saying it is not a medical accident and they have no obligation, then they blocked me on KakaoTalk and phone, and told me to come for regenerative laser. How am I supposed to make an appointment for that?
This is really too much. Completely irresponsible.