I got it done today. hahaha

I was so nervous... and made such a fuss.. My friend and the nurses were laughing so hard lol I had been really nervous since the day before.. lol I went in.. had a consultation.. designed the line.. and then.. the doctor just took care of everything for me haha I just said.. I don't need anything big, just natural and moderate, so we did an in-out line.. They measured pressure... and injected the anesthetic... They definitely started with the right eye, and the right eye was just so-so... But the left eye hurt a bit when they did the anesthesia haha And after that.. well... like everyone has heard.. there was no pain or anything... Ah... I had an incision.. together with epicanthoplasty. ㅇ Originally.. I said I would absolutely never do it unless it was buried suture.... But they said buried suture... after 3 years... gets buried under the skin.. and only looks pretty at first... so while I was at it, I just did incision.. so it would stay pretty going forward lol It really doesn't hurt, but... when I heard the scissors sound... and somehow smelled something like burning flesh, I kind of... without realizing it... got startled and scared. I wasn't supposed to imagine it.. but I kept imagining it lol;; Lol I suddenly felt like laughing, so I was smirking, and they told me not to laugh because my eyes would swell if I did, so I held it in tight... I joked around with the nurses and talked about this and that, so today was kind of fun. Ah... my eyes look gross right now... so I didn't even show my family. Until the stitches are removed... I'm planning not to show anyone It's gross.. even I don't want to look at my own eyes.. But.. I'm trying to think of it as... well... a trial to become prettier. Actually... before doing it... you're anxious and nervous, but after doing it.. you feel at ease and think, I really did it, I actually did it, and things like that haha If you have concerns, send me a private message.. For anyone who may be getting surgery... don't be nervous.. hang in there