I had surgery today.

People who have had double eyelid surgery are seriously amazing... When I got the anesthetic injections, I thought I was going to die from the pain. Ah. It really hurt. I thought double eyelid surgery was so common that it wouldn't hurt... I had it done in Seoul. I was debating whether to do it in Cheongju.. I thought if I did it in Seoul, it wouldn't hurt.. but it did hurt, Right now I'm sitting here with my eyes barely open. I can't see well in front of me I had it done by Dr. Kim at ㅇㅅ near Gangnam Station.. I was going to do it the way the doctor marked it, but the semester is about to start and I thought thinner would be better. So I asked him to make it thin, and the doctor said it would become thinner anyway and told me to just go with it, but I kept insisting, so I did it thin.. The doctor said it would become an inner double eyelid Since he said it would become an inner double eyelid, it somehow feels like a waste of money.. At first I felt fine. But then, after spending over 1.2 million won, taking the bus back and forth from Cheongju, and going through the pain of surgery... My mom got so angry. I said, if it's too thin, I'll just do it again later, and she got really angry, saying I was going to spend money again and have another surgery. So after the surgery, I'm so depressed I could die... It'll get pretty, right?? Judging by the swelling now, there really is almost no swelling because I did it so thin.. I'm so worried I don't think I'll be able to sleep... Even if it becomes an inner double eyelid, it'll be pretty, right? Please leave me a message of hope.